Drowning in a pool of
Thoughts, words, and lost "I love you's"
Lost on you
On me-On Us
The pain is more real this time
Deeper, stronger, more poisonous
Infecting my heart-contagious
I want to scream
Pour these words into your heart
Unleash the venom
Watch it as it cuts you in half
I love you now
More than ever
But I also know how to hate you
Unworthy, nameless people taught me that
I know how to hurt you
How to protect my heart
I don't want to
I would never wish pain upon you
But are you wishing it upon me?