Lost Without You

I remain in a dazed state of denial
Without your beautiful smile
I'm suffering from an emotional overdose
My heart's not gone, but it sure is close

I'm listening to our song
It's the first time
In what seems like forever
But I refuse to cry

Not only am I fresh out of tears
But because it's become one of my biggest fears
The taste of salt and the inability to swallow
And the red eyes and stomach ache that are quick to follow

Can you sense the sadness in my words?
Can you picture my beaten tear streamed face?
Or have you,like all the other memories,
Chosen to erase them too

Why though?
You were the only star in my sky
But now, like everything else, my sky is black
I let my imagination tell me what you're doing with this other guy

But I continue to stand my ground
Like a titanium statue I persist
But I'm still human
Just look at my bloody fist

You've painted me blue
Because I am lost without you

------------------------To P.G.--------------------------