No More

As I'm walking throughout my day,
I'm not reelie hearing what they say.
Too busy concentrating on this song.
the things i say, tend to come out twisted and wrong.
Feeling paranoid about every breath I take.
Been trying hard to fit in, but a single smile I cant fake.
I wish every trouble could be fixed with a snap of a finger,
But this song tells me, that these memories will always linger.
There are just so many feelings left at odds.
All my thought are left in wads.
Oh how i wish i could find myself once again.

But you know as well as i,
I wont even begin to try.
I feel the thoughts racing through my mind,
Even though i feel so blind.
I cant hardly hear my heart beating anymore,
It's probably because my soul has left to war.
Something tells me,
I will never see.
If that's the way its gonna be,
I want to wilt like a dying tree.

As life goes on like the wind,
Self-esteem will always have me pinned.
Life cuts me off like a thorn,
So i will always be left so torn...