I did something i promised i wouldn't do
I chose to do it all because of you
You might not have known it,
but you made me do what i do
It's like you held the knife to my hand showing me how to
I told myself and everyone else that it was wrong
Yet i stayed up with that knife all night long
I didn't know exactly where i belonged
But it wasn't with you because i was no longer strong
I just want a life without all of your drama
Yet you continue to make me drunk off of you like vodka
You make me queasy not knowing what your plan is
But yet you cure everything with that one sweet kiss
I wish you could solve this problem that i can't explain
Just resolve my hurt, guilt, and pain
If you fail to do so, I'm just letting you know simple and plain
That i will continue to cut: veiin 2 veiin