Minutes that we had

That day will always play back in my head... I can remember the day that I wish I was dead...

It was the day that you told me to come over to your house.. I made sure I looked cute so I wore my new blouse..

It was all going great until you wanted to in your room.. I felt in my heart that its not what you assumed..

You started kissing me and I didn't mind.. Until you started un buttoning my pants and thats where I drew the line.

I pushed you back and said please no.. You didn't listen you just pushed yourself to go...

I can remember thinking why me? Why was I so stupid that I couldn't see..?

I layed there motionless I wasn't me... I have been depressed thats what he made me out to be...

My body is so sore from the pain.. Nothing has helped only anger has gained..

You have pushed me to my worst and I don't know why.. Why you had to put me through this and all the tears I've had to cry..

Just so you could get off for the few minutes that we had.. But those minutes will forever stay with me.. and I hope that you are glad.