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by Barbi Taylor Mar 28, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / other
Get away from me! You are a mental distortion I run away from you Through the door Outside in the pouring rain I stand, I wait. Shh I have fallen into a deep sleep Dreaming and imagining Everything green Wait! Time stops Now everything is black I pinch myself to make sure That I am not dead No sign of life Anywhere around me I hear a scream, and a sigh Maybe in reality I died Finally Peace I am flying through the sky Fleeting to a nicer place My heart is beating So fast I can not breathe Back in the street Where it is raining I feel a relief A sudden belief In a place Where the heat and sweat Has been beat off my face Ow! A landing Where am I? I can not see, but I feel A real feeling It is hot and wet But Cold and dry I try my hardest To hold them back And keep my mouth quiet But out came the cry And the tears poured out Then I hear a shout And a scream I realize it was me Looking into a mirror And seeing who I am And where I have come In my distorted dream