Of all the times i got raped
i never once thought it could happen to me
but it did
i thought to myself should i run to the cops
but i never did
i lived with this pain for 6 years i had finally told my best friend Mandy
i mean i could tell her anything because we were like the double mint twins
so i finally opened up to her and told her
she thought wow thats nice of them to do that
but she felt bad for me,
all these years for me to live with the pain
i could feel nothing but suicide
i turned to drugs for help
i then began addicted to cocaine and methamphetamine
then i turned to cigarettes and alcohol
then i got raped by a stranger that i never knew
he looked at me and said
you were asking for it
but i was drunk and took advantage of me
but i SO quit all of that and i did nothing but ran away
i ran away from all of my problems but the thing i never did was went to the authorities
but then i kept on thinking to myself
all the times i could have went to the cops
but then i thought about what all the procedures i would go through so i just kept running away for a little while
then i decided to come back home
but i still kept on going to school for 6 years but i never went back home till now
but I'm grounded for 6 weeks.
