My Gawjus Paddy

Tha 21st of April is a day ill neva 4get no mata how hard i try.....
Because it was on that day that his time came, that day My Paddy died....
i don't undastand nor do i believe that it shouldve ended there...
He had 2 many ppl who loved him, 2 many ppl who cared...
He was only young stil a baby had so many years 2 go........
Wat he couldve done with himself no1 wil ever no.....
His eyes sparkled whether he was happy or blue.......
Not to mention tha gr8 personality that came with the package to...
He thought he was unbreakabl as did we all....
Now we cant even talk 2 him not even a single call.........
We now realise even the unstoppabl may stop n the unbreakabl break..........
Im jus hoping from this nightmare i wil awake........
I just wanna hear his voice and his gawjus laugh.......
i just want my heart 2 regain its 2nd half.......
Coz without pat it isnt whole.........
Thats something he took wen he left or even something he stole.......
I didnt want him 2 take it coz i didnt want him 2 go up above....
Paddy is 1 person ill always love...
No matta how long it is til i c him again he'll always be in my heart....
He has been there 4eva since tha very start.....
So now its time 2 do something i really don't want 2 do.........
But if i don't try n let go ill never get through.....
so goodbye Paddy ill love u til tha day i die..
I cant believe i just said my last goodbye.........

I LOVE U SO MUCH PADDY XOXOXO