Wow it feels like he doesn't even care,like he just wants her instead.i feel sick, i haven't felt this sad in maybe ages.:( its not fair.i know that I broke up with him.i did it because of her.he was flirting i could tell.and like now,i think i miss him.well kinda.but i mean why try if your not going to succeed.:(we had plans.and now there gone.memory's never there.nothing.its almost as if we didn't even go out.but i didn't LOVE him.i didn't its just something people say.some mean it and some dint.and I'm sorry for that.but i did like him.that wasn't a lie.but he likes her.i swear it is true.if he really liked me then he would not just walk out.and shut the door and not even say bye.i know this might sound like a drama seen but its not.its how i feel right now.i didn't LOVE him but i liked him.but were all to young to know what love is.we are.nobody at this age knows what LOVE is.its just something people say.we dint mean it.i mean like Jazz and Drew they mean it.they have been together i think almost 2 years.that is problem love.and Ashley.she is 18 she knows what it is.i mean i have seen her.but, i dint.and nether does he.nobody really knows.
