I am a phoenix from the ashes
With confusions tangled in my lashes
I search for a familiar loving face
To lead me back to my misplaced grace
Bemused and scared with hopes few
Everything seems so wild and new
Like a toddler I yearn for a motherly touch
Affection warmth and everything such
Who am i? wand what is this?
Where have I misplaced my heavenly bliss?
I am lost in questions with answers unknown
And my eternal dilemma leaves me forlorn..
As I look around me, I glimpse some doom
Hovering in shadows behind the roses in bloom
The mountains and sparrows are far away from sight
And air engulfed with feelings of fright
My upset eyes search the skies
Where will I find respite from lies?
When will my world finally be complete?
When will the chains release my feet?
I am enslaved and lost and hurt and in pain
I am robbed of my soul, left with nothing to gain
My despair will lead me to an aching death
When I will close my eyes and take a final breath
Now as I wait for my pain to flee
My sorrowful heart utters a desperate plea
I want to know the truth well hidden
I want to taste the fruit forbidden
I want the moon and the stars that shine
I want love, that feeling divine
My soul entrapped in the drenched hate
Wants to escape the damned fate
This fate has got its hold on me
As I fight to break free
Instead of rejoicing on my rebirth
I let go of all joy and mirth
Slowly and slowly I remember my past
The flowers the stars and the death at last
Now here I am with nowhere to go
I ask my self why this is so?
Why is my heart filled with pain?
Why do I have to go through this again?
I sigh and cry and then I see
The answers have come to me finally
My new life too is cursed to death
So I let it go and release my breath
