The pain i feel

All the pain until this day
They all started when you went
I have known that i cant take
Anymore of this screwed up dream
Better someone wake me up
Or i'll drown inside this pit
I dont know if i ever had
Anything that is a worth a fight
All the things i've seen in you
Brought the screams alive in me
I have learned that nothing else
Will have the same aches for me
If i die as soon as today
I just want this to be known
All the things i stand up for
All the things i owe to you
All the faults and guilts i feel
All this nightmare looks too real
I try to look hard as a stone
But in a world so cold i stand alone