You Love Me Not

I love you so much
But there's no use in trying
I'm sick of feeling sad
And always crying

The pain inside
Never strays far from my heart
If you wanted to know how much I love you
I wouldn't even know where to start

I feel as if I'm in several different pieces
All that's left is dust and debris
I want you to be happy Katie
But I want you to be happy with me

I know it sounds selfish
But I can't help what I'm feeling
My wounds have grown so deep
There is little hope in healing

Your love has left a scar
The likes of which is appalling
I've hit rock bottom
But I am still falling

Burrowing my soul
Deeper and deeper into a lost romance
Hoping and praying
That you give me one more chance

My life flashes before my eyes
But it's the life I had with you
Nothing else before that seems to matter
Search your feelings you know it to be true

Our love was almost based on the pedals of a flower
Of which you and I are both caught
You loved me Katie
But now you love me not

-------------------------To P.G.-------------------------