Commitment

Laying here
In my bed
Trying to sleep
Searching my head

What's wrong with me?
I can't commit
You used to love me
But I ruined it

I cheated on you
With all those guys
I messed around
And told you lies

I guess I lost
This game for two
I wanted love
But I don't have you

I have these others
Who will take me now
But when it comes to being faithful
I just don't know how

You aren't the first I've done this to
It's happened in the past
I wish I sould say it can change
But you won't be the last

I don't know why I can't love
I guess I'm just too young
You can call it immature
But at least I'm having fun