Past

Ive made mistakes in my past but this one was the worst.
I never wanted to let you go and now this pain just hurts.
I thought giving up meant getting rid of all the pain.
But it seems like it just keeps coming over and over again.

All i wanna do is cry cause i miss you now that were done.
But i couldn't quit telling myself that holding on is just continuing to make things wrong.
If i knew how you felt if you wanted me like i wanted you.
Well then maybe i would have changed my mind but how much you care is just something you need to prove.

I cant stand the fact that i make you cry.
Sometimes i hate my self so much when i hurt you i just wish to die.
Ive gained this other regret and its haunting me more and more.
I sit here and wonder how much pain am i gonna have to endure.

Can I move on from you hell no I cant.
Cause every feelings flood back to me in one sudden glance.
One touch from your fingers lingers on my skin all the time.
And Ive tried over and over again to get you off my mind.

But i mine as well give up on trying to move on cause your forever a part of me.
Ive searched and searched for love but only yours makes me truly happy.
I know i cant take back all i did or ever said.
But I cant go on everyday faking a smile cause thats just no longer working.

I take a moment to think about my love that will always be true.
I just cant throw all that away cause moving on from you is something i just cant do.
And ill wait forever even if another chance doesn't even come in to my grasp.
Cause the truth Ive never been able to let go of the past.

JayJay
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