I find the only way
to relieve this pain inside
is to simply hurt myself
to run away n hide
to close off from the world
never love or trust
to serve everyone like a slave
and like a slave i must
to block off the friends
that try to heal the pain
to try to wash off this burden
by being soaked in rain
because I'm so lost n tortured
everyone gives up on me
some try to find a light
but even they cant see
and if i find the one
they will really need to try
to succeed in freeing my soul
so i may live before i die