Tears of Pain

Blinded in love was I
from the very start

Believing you cared
maybe just a lil bit

boy was i wrong
you cared you took your time....
to make me hurt

tears, doubts, lies
was all i ever received

this isn't love
it cant be.

Yet i continue to be blinded
from what i ask?

I'm sitting here
all alone in tears

wondering whats going on
questioning myself

i stop,
I'm blinded by love

no its not love
its hurts....

I'm feeling dizzy
the pain is overwhelming

i look into my hands
i see blood staring back at me

I'm drowning in it,
I'm not blinded

I'm not hurting myself
you are.

i hope every time you hit me
was worth all this pain

made you feel like a man,
i look at the lil man

the lil man growing inside of me
and wonder

what he would say?!