Every day we see people walking,
people conversing,
and people interacting;
what we don't see is who they really are,
all we see is who they want us to see,
we see their mask!
well this is my mask,
: and this is who i really am
I'm the hottest guy on the face of the planet,
: I'm so insecure about my looks, if i crack a joke b4 they do it wont hurt as bad
don't worry about me man, I'm fine,
: i am so torn up inside i don't even know how to tell anyone
today was a good day,
: i was able to hide behind my "confidence" today, i don't think anyone noticed how messed up this really is making me
ya, ur right her loss!
: i could hear this all day long, but it doesn't make my pain go away, but maybe agreeing w/ u will make u stop talking to me about it
no man, trust me there is no going back, she had her shot
: i want to be strong, like i have been in the past, but i miss her so much if she came up to me right now i would probably throw it all out the window and take her back
ya, i didn't even think about her that much today,
: i layed in my bed last night thinking about her for hours b4 i fell asleep, every though that goes through my head is about her, why did she do this?
nah man, don't worry about me, I'll bounce back,
: this is gonna send me into a downward emotional spiral, i feel sorry for any girl that crosses my path in the next couple months, for i will probably only be trying to hurt her to compensate for how much pain this is causing me
i walk with a strut, not snobby, but defiantly confidant bordering on cocky; and i do all this to hide who i am, i do this to protect myself. i don't want anyone to see how fragile i really am, how much i really hurt inside. i also don't want anyone to see how happy the make me, i don't want them to know how much they can hurt me; i don't want u to know how powerful you really are.