I live my life for happiness,
all i want is to be happy,
to have someone i love.
there is another side of me,
a side that is present when i am hurt,
a side of me that is good at one thing, and one thing only,
hurting people.
i have the uncanny ability of telling ppl what the want to hear,
and i use this to hurt people,
i search every night for someone new,
someone i can make fall for me, fall hard,
and once they do i drop them, i hurt them;
i do this thinking it will make me feel better,
i try to spread my pain, but it never works;
and knowing this i still cant stop doing it!!!
someone help me please,
someone tame me,
someone make me the person i am capable of being!!!!
