5 years of sister hood, best friends forever....
we had plans...o so many plans for the future.
but our friendship is now long beyond repair.. i know because i have tried to fix it more than once.
you've caused me nothing but sleepless nights in recent weeks. i severed all contact with you but even then you could still hurt me. the memories of all that we achieved all those moments we shared and how close we were and the things that only best friends know.
any thought of you reduces me to the verge of tears.
today the ultimate goodbye...this time from me... wouldn't answer me i said we have nothing to talk about then i think it was at that moment you finally came to realize the seriousness of our broken friendship.
in the past never a squabble. always stronger than anything that stood in our path. you were always able to count on me...and now its like none of that even existed. how? how did things come to end up this way?
things have changed, you more so than me i still stood by even when you pushed me aside when i tried to help you. well i could only take so much of it from you before i saw that you had become just like those other so called friends of mine...remember? the ones that would attack me everyday.
each passing day you are more like them...what was i supposed to do? you were my best friend but you no longer act like it...I'm always defending myself and you and everyone else. what happened to friends forever crystal?
did you play me? were we naive to what awaited us or did we just not want to see what was awaiting us in our future. I'm sorry if you are hurting but its no where near as much as i have been hurting in these previous weeks.
friends forever? how about never truly was?
this feels like goodbye i don't see a comeback from this...regrettably. you have your new life ahead and i have mine maybe our friendship just wasn't mean to last but the memories will remain and the photos we took will always be there to help us remember till the day we die.
goodbye my bestie you were once the best friend anyone could have...but no now your just one of the pack of i don't care about anyone else but me...and i cant see you this way if you ever do change look me up. until that day goodbye for now but maybe not forever
