Been a long time since I last laughed...

When everything starts to fall,
When every dream, ends it all.
When everyone fades away,
this is my last day.

I'll tell you how i feel,
You'll ask me is this real.
You'll hold your head in strain.
I'll scream at you from all the pain.

I'll sit and listen hard,
This is the last time I'll be near.
You'll fake a smile right at me,
I'll wipe away your all your tears.

You'll beg me to stay close,
I'll refuse and turn away.
You'll try to kiss me slow,
I'll slap you half way.

My hate is bigger than my heart,
Because of you,
My life was torn apart,
This love is no longer with me and you.

I'm glad to see you finally in pain,
After all of those fights,
Every time you called me insane!
After a full no sleep night.

You want to hit me again,
But this time it's different.
You want to put me to an end,
Just because I didn't pay rent.

I'll kick you out onto the street,
And slam the door in your face.
You get up on your bare feet,
And try to find a way around the place.

You'll scream from outside my window,
I'll just pay music louder and louder.
You'll bang your head and scream again,
I'll fix my makeup, and wait an hour.

The neighbors will call the police,
You'll never see it coming.
They'll come and grab you with no release,
and you'll say that you live with me.

They'll come to my door, and ask if i know you,
I'll deny ever crossing your path,
They'll shove you into the back of their car,
And as you drive away.... I'll laugh.