I'm still here for you

I sit and think of all the things to say
i sit and wait, for many days
across the fences, across the side lines
that is now all behind

we had passions for one another
i loved you, we cherished one another
but as time waves its grueling head
i sit and wait in my lonely bed

i sit and glare at your picture
i sit and wait for you
i wait and dust the light fixtures
i sit and wait for you

the call I've been running from
yes that call is here
i wish it was call from you
instead your in the heavens, not here

all the stages of depression
five when you count them all
ask anyone i know
I've been through them all;

because, i sat and thought of all the things to say
i sat and waited, for many days
across the fences, across the side lines
that is now, all behind