It always comes back no matter how hard you throw it

It/s hard to think that something you do will bite you back in the butt
This time it has not bitten me it has got the person closest to me

I hurt you yes but I thought it was in the past/ past and forgiven not to be turned up again
I was naive and stupid to think what I had done would go and leave us alone

Now you suffer for my silly childish ways
Your mother won/t forgive me neither will your dad our relationship shall not be the same.

Cos of me you became a wreck/ braking in front of my eyes I wish it was just your parents butting your feelings aside
But it/s my fault it/s falling on my shoulders/ the reasons you grades dropped and you hide behind your emotional curtains

I am trying to make this up to you and trying to keep you strong.
But some days I think if I wasn/t there you would be happy and brake into cheer.

I love you so much and I hate what I have done but it just keeps coming back up and making me want to run.
I won/t run and I will fight by your side/ what I did was a mistake and there is nothing I can do now to make that go away but I am here for you now even if your family hates my every move with you.

I will still be standing next to you when theirs no one else beside you/ re I wont leaves you for a stupid reason you/re to precious for me to lose.

But have I seen that too late after the damage is done