Confusion is what I feel every time t hat I am next to you
I try to recall all the thoughts that pass through my mind but all that I do is forget them very time even more
Your actions and words go hand to hand when it comes to hurting me deeply
Yet you don't see it when you make me stand in silence wishing that I never would of encountered you in my life.
You??re a challenge to my patience because with you I have none I loose them all because you're difficult to deal with and yet I stand and take your bullshit.
I don't know why I'm still here I'm not even your girlfriend I'm just a friend who unfortunately cares about and his not willing to let you fall into your defeat it hurts me to heart you and see you treat me this way pretty soon I will be fed up with it and I will finally have the courage to push you away and see if you can make it on your own.
