I'm going to kill him
I'm going to punch him
I'm going to torture him
I'm going to be so mad at him
but mostly I'm going to hate him
how is going to act like this to me
why would he tell me something like this and then act like its just a game hes playing on me
how could he be so cruel
why me what did i ever do to deserve this from him
i cant understand i cant think
i dint want to believe this
but i know its a very big possibility
its my fault how could i let him take this kind of advantage of me
hes already such a bad person and i barely know his favorite color
let alone if hes going to help me love him or her
is he gonna be there to tell me its OK
were going to Ger through this
pretty soon it'll all be better ?