Another day goes by
And you're not by my side
But you see I don't care
With your lies and deceit
You had me fooled
I was blind
I didn't think
It was all a mistake
It's all in my head
You and I never were
I was cold and looking for warmth
Seeking warmth from a hurricane
A blanket left unseen with so much damage
Destruction
Consuming all those who dare say you're not real
Never wanted this to end
So many sacrifices
Indulging your black roses
Roses of death and consumption
Decaying in your hand
Bloodstained poems
A never ending wasting away of my love for you
Diminishing my life into yours
Leaving me with resentment and hostility
Leaving me with nothing but myself
Having to find myself
Finding myself and finding my own way out
I'm not going back to an imitation world
You've dispersed from my world
With no way of an entrance
No words can undo what you've done
Concluding my own words
I never needed you and now I never want you
For you see I was mistaken
