My Dying Message to the Moon

Time is of the essence
Time is running out.
My life is fading
My breath dying out
Who did this?
I did.
What cause me to do this,
life,
The pressure of life can take it's toll.

Looking around laying in a pool of blood I lay..
My vision grows blurry.
My last moments,
Just laying there thinking of all of my memories,
Most of them bad

Then my memories goes to you.
I turn to look toward the window and see the night sky,
With the stars glistening along with the moonlight.
Going through all the bad memories with you,
Is like a walk in hell and back.
With just the walk ever so slowly.
The thought just wants me to die more,
Faster,
But can't find the strength.

I look in the moon as if they were your eyes,
with tears like crystals shinning down my face.
My ears have lost hearing,
My eyes stuck on the shinning moon.
My touch has lost.
I didn't hear the door open.
Or my mom scream of terror as she grabs my hand,
Seeing the blood of my pain.
All I said to the moon to give you is,
"I have always loved you,even if you left me I still stuck with you. So goodbye and I will love you..even beyond death"

Then my hand grew limp in my mom's hand..