Addict..

I know what i'm doing
I know its wrong
but I need is so badly
to stay strong

I know I deserve it
I know I feel a lot of pain
but I cant stop
and do it over again

I know I need help
I know I must to keep strong
alone with these thoughts
and think always wrong

I know I keep going
I know its time to go
but I have to say:
that I loved you ..
but you didn't know