Father,
Why do I feel for him the way I do?
Why do I become strong with one smile from him?
Why do I become so weak when I look into his eyes?
He's so beautiful, each and every way.
And every moment I spend with him,
I treasure incredibly with my whole heart.
I wish I could keep every memory
I have with him, and never forget.
I wish I could stop time as soon as he
looks at me and makes me feel beautiful.
And even though I wish he would stop making
me feel like melting every time he hugs me,
Something inside me is ok with loving him this way.
There is not lust, it is patient and warm.
It is a care I have never felt before in my life.
Father, am I in love? Or do is this a simple crush?
I turned to look at him while he drove,
And I couldn't help but to stare at him.
His big dark brown eyes, his cute nose,
His lips, which I wish I could kiss so gently.
But it is so difficult to let go - yes, I have to let go.
I am leaving it all in your hands, even though it is
very tempting to want to take control of situations.
Please tell me Father, is it too late to stop?
Is it too late to look for someone else to occupy my heart?
Or did he already take most of it?
