Shes constantly running into a blank wall
things will be different, she promises, not only to the world, but also herself
yet no matter how much she wants to keep it
within a few seconds its obvious that she wont
another broken promise
and the circle of self denial begins again.
and shes losing control
she has gained a problem, of that she is sure
now how to deal with it is the worst part of all
a cry for help
is weakness at its worst
so instead, just as she has been taught she will smile and take on the world
as she has done with everything else
everyones problems are bigger than her own
her only excuse is she fails to learn through her previous mistakes
a nod signaling she understands
is the first sign of her being confused again
