I FEEL THE SAME WAY I WENT THROUGH THE SAME THING AND IT HURTED MATTER OF FACT IT STILL HURTS BUT I TRY TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAYS I STOP BEING SO GALABLE WHEN MY HURT IS INVOLVED GIRL I DID SO MUCH CRAZY THINGS TO MYSELF I TRIED TO OVERDOSE SO MANY TIMES NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT THAT WAS DUMB BUT EVERYBODY PLAYS THE FOOL ONCE BUT DONT DO IT AGAIN OKAY KEEP IN TOUCH.