Wounds in my heart

I tremble with your touch, only with your cold hand
Your smile made me feel safe, but now I don't feel safe at all
I wanted to explain it to you, but I don't think you'll understand
I wanted to stand up alone, but I can't and you just let me fall

Is it clear enough for you that I can't live with a broken heart?
Love drugged me and took my strenght and you don't seem to care
I feel sad, I feel empty, I think I'm falling apart
But you don't notice, because, for me, you'll never be there

Our friendship, you deny, my suffer, you don't see
Sometimes, I wanted to cry out, slap your face and walk away
Letting you wonder what on earth you had done to me
But some things are just too hard to do and difficult to say

At the end, I'll give up and leave you with a note
Sweet words that will give you a reason to forget my name
The things that I say are not the same that I wrote
But you lie, too, that means, you only have yourself to blame