Everything i love ends up leaving me

Turn you world upside down
Make your smile into a frown
Crush all your dreams into sand
Drop your desire from your hand
Now your empty inside and out
Full of dread hatred, and doubt
That how i feel sometimes these days
Everything I've loved gone away
Trying to hold my chin up high
But its hard when your love has said goodbye
advice flows from me to you
But when I'm in need, i don't know what to do
Cry myself to sleep from undying pain
Scoff at my self out of shame
Everything i love ends up leaving me
left alone exactly where i hate to be.