You can look straight at me
and never see the pain in my heart
It is invisible to you, to everyone
No one, not even you will ever know about the nights that I cry myself to sleep
You see me laugh, you see me smiling
That's not how I'm really feeling
You will never see my tears
But some how I feel like I'm dying
I don't know how to survive
Everything is just not how I want it
Nothing will ever changed
You tell me that I can be truthful to you
But how can I when you were the one that hurt me?
I thought that I told you this before
But I guess that I just told the wall
No one can ever see the tears falling down my face
No one can ever see that I hate myself and the world
Not even you can see it
Its like you're blind to my pain
You see me laugh, you see me smiling
That's not how I'm really feeling
You will never see my tears
But some how I feel like I'm dying
I don't know how to survive
Everything is just not how I want it
Nothing will ever changed
Why should I put up with the pain?
Why should I even bother to share how I'm feeling?
You just sit there like I'm nothing
Like I'm just invisible
Like what I have to say just isn't important enough
You can look at me straight in the eyes
but still you won't see a single tear that I cried
