Life is seldom funny
its like the tears and runny lines on paper drawn way out its deep inside not wanting to come out its thoughtless thoughts dead and gone its like a saga dragging on and on I feel like I'm breaking your heart I don't want to leave it behind but I want a new start
such a weird place to be all the time as it flies tingles run up my spine my heart has jumped up in my throat my feelings have taken another boat its not a thing to hurt then gloat its like the saddest of love notes its like the lyrics to a song that held so much meaning it went wrong its like an apple fallen from a tree wishing it could be the treat it never got to be its like a city on its knees that wants to set its people free its like a train missed one day its like a lover who never got to say good bye and all these things rush to my head regrets filled with dread at loosing you and keeping you behind a locked door when I don't intend to come back anymore I hate myself for being this way and all I ever wanted to say was I cared for you and now I get to pay with edgy tears brimming everyday not a day goes by I don't think of you and I always wonder if it had been different what we would do but dreams were put to rest along time ago and embers died with falling snow without a trace and no one knows how much they wanted to cry save me from this living dread sitting here upon my bed with thoughts thrown to the sky my mind missed the boat and forgot to cry you were on it and so was I horizons call and days grow long with the lyrics to this horrid song flowing on paper in streams of tears watching the close of the years and wishing with a heart breaking sigh that I lovingly could have said goodbye without hurting you or ever a tear to cry I close this terrible lullaby my regrets are boundless as the sky and clouds are my thoughts slowly drifting by
