My heart is racing
As I am feeling the pain inside
There is nothing I can do to stop this
I cannot control my feelings
I take too many things to heart
My body feels torn apart
Pain does not only hurt my heart....
It hurts my soul
I will always remember the past forever
I can never get things off my mind
I am so used to being stressed
That I dont even cry
My tears are held inside
dont even ask me why
Death comes to my mind sometimes
But I wont do anything
Because I live for God and he created me
I live for my family who loves me
I live for my friends who care
I live for my boyfriend that I love
These people are always there
I do not want to hurt them in any way
Because I love them with all my heart
I wish someone would understand me
But nobody does
But they love me and thats all that matters
And I love them more than anything
So these people save my life and have an impression on me....
