My Mistake

by jenny V   Apr 2, 2007


I never met you, I never kiss you, I never hold you in between my arms. I've never thought that I would fall your heart. I could say I loved you, but one thing I love more was how smooth you were, they way you made me smile. How you whisper to my ear you want me. How you would flirt your way into my heart.
I never thought I would cry to the moon to wash these tears away. I never thought I would pay so much for your love, a love that was only known in our secret. A love that I hide away because I wasn't ready to face.
A love you wanted to show around to brighten the day more. But my mistake has taken me to lye here alone not having the warmth of a kiss.
i never thought I would miss the way you talk about things in life wish so much passion, with a reason.
I remember how we talk for hours about how our kids would look. I wanted a Babbie from you. I wanted a little mini you.
But those were the days. Now I live with the time wanting to steal those memory's from me because I ruin what we had.
My mistake was telling you, how I felt, how you scared me when you got mad. How you would fall over your chair when people talked about you. Was it too much to tell you how I felt? How could I love you when you live with hate in your life?
How could you run your mouth and call me a ho, when I never lied to you, when I was true to your heart. When I gave myself for the first time, but I gave you too much power in which was turned into hate.
Now I sit here writing this to you, crying the plate in which I feed you my heart.
I was a fool to fall into the game in which you lost me and hate yourself more than before.
You confuse the hate and love in which you destroy the mornings we had, my hopes and dreams were left to drown alone in the allusion of love.
My mistake was telling you how much I loved you and how afraid that made me feel, but now I whisper your name in the wind to take and leave you as the past.
My mistake.

0


Did You Like This Poem?

Latest Comments