Daddy

Its been a long time Daddy,
Since Ive felt your sweet embrace
and its only in photographs Daddy
I can see your loving face.

Some memories are still there Daddy
but much has been replaced.
I tried my best, i swear Daddy
but they're gone without a trace.

I still cry in the night Daddy
because of everything i lost.
Sometimes you're in my nightmares Daddy
but I'll never forget you, no matter what the cost.

My nightmares turned to reality Daddy
Everything in them but you.
My demons have finally got me Daddy
There was nothing nobody could do.

I hope you're not disappointed Daddy
when i cut my little wrists.
I tried to block the pain out Daddy
but bleeding i couldn't resist.

When Mummy said it was my fault Daddy
I thought about what she said for so long.
If only i had been better Daddy
I didn't mean to do no wrong.

Mums new boyfriend isn't nice Daddy
He touches me in naughty places.
Mum lets him hurt me Daddy
and now i don't like new faces.

Stepfather brings his friends Daddy
and they join in with his fun.
It hurts and makes me bleed Daddy
I tried to get away, but they wont let me run.

People ask about my bruises Daddy
And i don't know what to say.
Should i tell them the truth Daddy?
That i killed you and now i have to pay.

If i didn't spill the milk Daddy
would you still be here?
Even thought you died of cancer Daddy
I know its my fault you're not near.

I really want you to come home Daddy
and we can be a family like before.
you were my man in shining armor Daddy
I just really don't want to hurt anymore.

So I'm gonna do what I'm told Daddy
I'll let the old men have their way.
And if I'm really good Daddy
God might send you home one day.

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