Once Again

Another chance to make things right.
Try again to feel alright
With everything I have try to end this fight.
Maybe I'll even get some sleep tonight.

Finally starting to move on.
Convincing myself to forget your gone.
So hard to explain why my child has no mom.
It all comes crashing onto me like a bomb.

At last things are looking better.
But then I go and re-read your letter.
Wondering why life is moving slower.
Praying soon enough it will all be over.