Is it meant to be?

I love the way she makes me smile
so why do I have second thoughts?
why is it that she can kiss my cheek..
And that will be in my thoughts for weeks

A moment created in our hearts forever
the same question asked
As shameful memorys haunt my dreams
Is this mean to last?

She was created from disaster
An addict for poems and love letters
Her touch makes my heart beat faster
so perfect like an angel from above
could I call this love?