I've created such a catastrophe,
What more do you expect from me?
I look in the mirror only to see,
A jaded reflection staring back at me.
I can't stand to even look,
I make myself sick.
I no longer want to be here,
I don't want to live.
I don't eat all day,
My stomach's down the drain.
My body's become numb,
I try to ignore the shame.
But no one notices;
I'm decreasing in weight.
I'm starting to see my bones,
And flushing what I've ate.
I look in the mirror only to see,
A jaded reflection staring back at me.
I can't stand to even look,
I make myself sick.
I no longer want to be here,
I don't want to live.
I hold myself back,
I'm going nowhere in life.
I'm just another nobody,
I'm wasting everyone's time.
I pull myself down,
I've got nowhere to belong.
I can't do anything right,
I'm always doing it wrong.
And I look in the mirror only to see,
A jaded reflection staring back at me.
I can't stand to even look,
I make myself sick.
Because I look in the mirror only to see,
A jaded reflection staring back at me.
I can't stand to even look,
I make myself sick
And I no longer want to be here,
I don't want to live.
