Even though i wont show it
Ill tell you...inside Im not okay
I guess being that I'm only human i cant help but to feel all the things that accompanies a situation like this
Its understandable and expected, right?
But you know what?
Aside from the feeling you gave me of being just a mere fall back; a second
The constant feeling of self doubt
Of not being good enough
Despite all the times you picked me up only to push me back down
Aside from all the pain you put my heart through
and all the tears you caused to fall from my eyes...
I THANK YOU
Because in some crazy unexplainable twisted way
you enabled me to be a stronger person
Because of you
I can finally let go
and mean it when i say good bye
