I can see it in your eyes.
Your hurt inside.
I see the tears that you shed.
The emotions arn't easy to hide.....
I keep you in my mind.
Hoping everything will be fine.
And I struggle to keep you with me.
Because I wouldnt be able to bare the pain.
Of Knowing you wont be there anymore.
But did I ever tell you.
That nothing is the same.
You live a great distance away.
And we try so hard,......
To make it through the day...
But something always seems to get in the way.
Between us two.
So you play these games.
To see if it's real.
You played me too...
How am I supposed to feel about you.
You didn't give us a chance to grow.
A chance that I needed to let my feelings show.
Because your always trying to keep me hidden.
From everyone and everything.
So they wont know anything.
But did I ever tell you!
Nothing is the same.
Because you're too busy keeping me you're maid.
Pleasing you so you wont feel the pain.
Why can't we just be normal.
I know forever wont be.
I just wana stay here together.
But did I ever tell you!....
That nothing is the same.
I've carried you with me for so long....
My feelings are gone...
I cant get it through.
That I'm losing you.
