I hate it how..

I hate how you confuse me,
and how you say i love you,
then tell me something i don't want to hear,
and how helping you i can't do,

i hate how you say you care,
but they say you love me less each day,
how is that supposed to help,
how will that make my wrong all OK,

i hate how you make me love you,
and how my heart yearns your love,
i hate how my mind has labeled you,
it's sign from above,

i hate how i keep running back to you,
and giving you my heart,
just to find the same old thing out,
that your aiming to make me fall apart,

i hate how i hate you sometimes,
i hate when we fight,
i hate that i can't get you off my mind,
when i go to sleep at night,

i hate how i dream about you,
and how i wish you were right by me,
i hate how all my problems,
you tend to never see,

i hate how when I'm down,
you tell me to cheer up be happy,
i never said that to you,
how can i feel happy when you make me feel crappy,

i hate how when you mess up,
i always forgive you and forget,
i hate how when we were friends,
you made my heart relight,

i hate how i can't get you off my mind,
or forget about the good times,
i hate how up the ladder,
each day my love for you climbs,

i hate how i can't control my self,
my heart,my mind,my love for you.
i hate,
but there is nothing i can do,

i can't make your soul not glow,
i can't make you the guy i don't love,
i can't change the label,
you are my gift from above,

but i hate it anyway,
i hate you take advantage,
i hate it,
i know my heart you want to sabotage,

but there is nothing i can do about it,
nothing i can do,
after all,
who in there right mind can hate a great guy like you???