Broken down

I don't feel loved
my heart is broken in two
mangled with thorns of words
from the ones who always new
my mind is not strong
its never free of thought
with the tormenting of enemies
the pain is from a gun and one shot

swollen and sore from everything
my heart cant hold that much
the rust from the mean words
telling me your the one to trust
but your not the one to love
not the one to see
never are you coming back
or even come close to me

sleeping quietly with nothing but pain
sleeping with nothing to do
i see your shadow in the corner
and at the moment i knew
i was in love
but not with th person i knew
not with the person i know
but the question is who