Parents

It's like every step that I take,
is another wrong decision Ive made.
Why cant u b proud of me?
instead of always disgusted in me.
I finally do something right,
but I'm just put down again because i can only do wrong to you.
I'm always compared to my brother,
i can never stand by myself and not be judged by what he does.
I tell you i will run away,
and you just laugh and say thats okay.
You tell me I am not normal,
for feeling these feelings of hatred and pain.
I wish i could escape from u,
the ones that brought me onto this earth.
I wish i cud just runaway,
and you will have no say.