There isn't enough time in my life to experience all of her.
I want to see her wear all of her outfits, each one of her shoes and sandals.
I want to go shopping with her, buy groceries together.
I want to know all her favorite movies, and TV shows.
Watch her painting her nails; brush her teeth, and even how she sleeps. *( see bottom of page)
If I am blessed enough to experience it all.
I would want to do it all again, over, and over again.
Sometimes I pretend she and I were able to leave Earth in a space shuttle into space.
I would want us to journey toward the center of our galaxy.
We would have to travel as closely to the speed of light, so we'd be able to get anywhere.
Also we would have to live extremely extended lives, maybe by a few hundred thousand years longer.
We slow down drastically, so we could be able to experience a site never seen before.
When traveling at such great speed, we would only see a blurry blue in front of us, and a pulsating red behind us.
As we ease in to the center of the Milky Way, the view would be heart stopping.
It would be an awesome sight of a gigantic halo made up of billions and billions of stars tightly packed wrapping all around us, as far as we could see.
Soon we blast back to nearly the speed of light again.
After we traveled for thousands and thousands of years, but that is in Earth years.
On the shuttle it would not actually be that long to us, time slows the faster you go.
So it may actually be a few dozen centuries on the .transport
And we are still not quite at our destination yet.
We are back to traveling near the light speed (the fastest known thing in the universe).
We will be heading even deeper to the center of the galaxy.
Where there is nothing but a void, completely empty of anything.
It's a super massive back hole that we are headed for.
We would see a large orbit of matter, circulating glowing from the strain of gravity and friction of other objects smashing into other objects.
Including stars, meteors, dust, all mass (visible matter), dark matter and dark energy is also trapped in its gravity.
Not even light can escape once caught in the pull of the black hole's gravity.
Once getting caught in it, we'd circle around for many light years, (due to the grand scale of the black hole).
In a few more light years of travel, we would near the center of the massive drain.
Circling around it for many light years, we'd slowly be pulled to the inner edge, it would be slow in comparison (due to its enormous size), but actually we'd be spinning at light speed.
Finally we reach the Event Horizon (the edge where anything stops spinning around and begins to be devoured).
We instantly become vaporized because of the speed and gravity of the black hole's force.
On lookers would see us be pulled so powerfully that our bodies would we stretched into something that may resemble linguine.
Yeah, there would be no doubt, we would definitely be physically dead, but the two of us wouldn't be going anywhere.
Caught in the black hole, where time itself is distorted and stops altogether.
We'd be caught in a timeless universe.
We would be there for just about an eternity.
Or at least until the black hole evaporates in billions of billions of years.
We'd end up in the singularity at the bottom.
The singularity maybe the smallest thing we known of.
Smaller than the atom, neutron, even smaller than a quark.
But it also contains an astronomically sized amount of mass.
It's everything it ate for trillions of years, crunched so small into a speck of eternal energy caught inside, including us.
In the black hole we wouldn't have noticed what really happen to us physically, in real time.
Caught in an ether world, with no fears.
We would be in a place where there is no time, unlike anywhere else in the universe, the law of physics don't apply there.
We would be able to spend our "time" together, for an uncalculated amount of "time".
That would be my paradise, my rapture.
* Eating cereal, listening to her style of music, in her pajamas, washing, drying and brushing her gorgeous hair, celebrate birthdays and holidays, getting ready for work, How she eats, the way she parents her young daughter, Talk with her about things in our lives anytime we want to, sharing her wonderful moments, and to be there for comfort in the tougher times.
