Looking down a cylinder tunnel all I see is dark,
With contorted distant shadows lurking deep beneath.
I do not know who I am anymore,
And I do not know what has happened to my life.
But all I know is that, I am no longer alive!
I used to be a little shy honest innocent girl,
With long sunshine blonde hair and glistening ocean eyes,
And a small energetic angelic soul that made my parents smile.
But now I am nothing like I was. I am not who I used to be.
But all I know is that, I am no longer me!
My early infancy was like a blast of fresh air,
Brilliant sunny days out to the beach,
And hide and seek even in the pouring rain,
But now I sit alone all on my own.
And all I want to do is give up and die!
You came along a little while ago,
You made me smile and laugh,
But like a volt of lightening you disappear,
Leaving me all alone once and for all.
I do not know what happened! But you promised not to go!
I believed in you, I believed you would stay,
But I guess I was totally wrong, I guess I have been a fool.
You left me here, you left me to die,
You left me to bleed, you left my life to be taken away!
I cherished you! You promised you would not go!
Looking at your photos, not understanding the truth,
There was a day that I trusted and believed in you.
But I guess once again I was the one in the wrong,
That is why you went! That is why you never reappeared!
You just left me here to die! So that it what I am going to do!
Cos I have no faith or hope now that you are gone!
