I Live in Pain

Do you have no remorse,
No sympathy or kind words?
How can you look at me like a stranger?
Like just another sad face?

I don't understand it
Because whenever I look at you
I see the answer to all of my problems
All of my sadness and depression

It is all because of you
Why did you have to quit?
But more so,
Why do I continue to fight?

The answer escapes me
Maybe it lies in your heart
But if that is true
I will never REALLY know what's wrong with me

Go ahead and kick me while I'm down
Everyone else does anyway
So it doesn't really matter if I get another bruise
At least it'll give me an idea of why I hurt so much

This life isn't for me
I want the one I had with you
But that doesn't seem likely
So I guess I'll live in the pain

------------------------To P.G.------------------------------