POEM ABOUT SIMON

I'm sick of placing the blame on you
helping me fail in what i do
I'm hurting now and crying inside
with places to run but nowhere to hide
running away
everyday
hiding my heart from you
saying goodbye
as you cry
trying to make it through
if you see
whats left of me
only your heart will break
if you find
whats in my mind
you'll think its a big mistake
if you look in my eye
only you will start to cry
you will look away in disgust
only remembering the broken trust
you will hide away from what you see
only seeing the worst in me
you're ashamed of who you are
telling yourself you've gone too far