Im tired

I'm tired of waiting here
just wasting my time
waiting to call you honey or dear
thinking one day you'll be mine
one day were happy together
the next were mad
cant live like this forever
cant stand being sad
I'm sick of crying
over you and our stupid fights
tired of the lying
and those meaningless nights
sick of caring for you
when you didn't even care for me
only if you knew
the way i wanted us to be
but I'm tired of waiting here
just wasting my time